Tired of You

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lyrics

I swept disquietude underneath my bed
An attempt to feel less overwhelmed.
I'm optimistic, I swear.
I feel like nobody else.
I can't help but look & stare
And take notes for myself
I want to be my own support.
The chain that swings me back and forth
Watch as I rust and break.
God knows you’re not only ok,
You’re better in every possible way.
I feel just like a waste of space.
All I do is worry all day.
Caring was my mistake to make.

I’ll keep it bottled up until I spill over.
The lights will flicker and I’ll fall to my knees
In the only city I can open up to.
I can see my sky falling whenever I look up

I swept confidence underneath my bed.
With hope I can be burdened too.
I hope your glass heart can beat calmly,
with your hands over top of your face.
You dance frantically,
but no one else can move
My bones creak like your old swing set
"Do you ever talk and it hurts your own ears?"
Yeah, every time I spoke with you.

I’ll keep it bottled up until I spill over.
The lights will flicker and I’ll fall to my knees
In the only city I can open up to.
It’s easier to stay quiet
Then to talk over the leaves.

Countless attempts at being special.
I live for your constant praise,
But I know I’ll never be close to good enough.
I want the attention I fear so intensely,
the worst thing you can say to me is good job.
I hate and crave all of this.
All I do is try.

With fingers crossed,
these eyes stare down.
This heat is overwhelming
and I can’t see.
Blood stained fingernails.
My chest hurts.
Caring more than ever about you.
I just want to be more than you.
I just want to be half as good.

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from Here or There, Now and Then, released May 25, 2017
Lyrics by Logan Reilling
Music written and preformed by Magnolia.

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